Over the Hill

So it's official - I'm over the hill - I'm 3-0 years old! Three decades of life completed! And I have to say it feels good and why shouldn't it? I feel good, still feel sexy, and energetic. My 30th birthday which I refer to as my last unofficial hurrah was a lot of fun - got drunk, danced like a monkey, and just had an all around good time with friends. And I feel like I got it out of me which I needed because I need to start think about something else - kids! Hubby is definitely in full gear to have them and now that I've passed this age marker, I feel okay about it, in fact, more than okay - i'm actually excited and scared at the same time. Excited because I can picture myself pregnant and loving it but scared because of all the changes it will bring. To prepare myself, I've been reading a lot on pregnancy and the literature I've come across is very interesting. Mostly, I'm reading on natural ways of carrying - eating organically, do's and don'ts, and delivering a natural, drug free way. Hahaha, it's so me to plan everything in advance. Of course, with my luck, nothing will happen the way that I want but it's fun to visualize! You know what's even more fun? Trying to get pregnant!!! :) We'll see what happens but keep your fingers crossed for me!